It feels like forever since I've done anything.
It simultaneously feels like it's been 2025 forever, ad like it's just started.
We're a quarter of the way through the year and I feel like I've done nothing at all. I've done practically no work at school (probably the reason i'm failing), I've not done any work on my project which I still don't want to fail, and i also have no personal accomplishments.
But I don't know what to do. I want to be creative but I don't know how, I want to do well in school but I don't know how, I want to make something unique or interesting, but I don't know how...
Despite this, life has generally been good. I feel like I am somewhat improving myself over time and that I am getting closer to a state in which I can accomplish something. Hopefully this comes soon.
I've kinda been doing... nothing at all. For the past 2 years. I guess I would describe this as a 'prolonged rut' which I am yet to leave.
Despite appearances in this post, I have been feeling quite good overall, which is certainly an improvement, but I still dont know how to restart the steam train that once ran like new. Hopefully life will come back to the poor unused engine, but who even knows at this point?
Just wanted to check in really and show that I am still alive, despite my inactivity, and I plan on continuing to post here.
That's all, bye folks!
